Show is up.

Defense is right around the corner.

Paper is underway.

It is what it is.

I think the one thing that I will be asked/questioned about the most is the existence of the one small image on the back wall of my space.  It was something I had wanted to add for quite some time, I just hadn’t found the right image.  It marks the next step in my works evolution, a turning point if you will.  I was encouraged by three different artists I spoke with to really push the overall idea further, to convey what I’ve been trying to say about these unexceptional spaces in newer ways, to avoid repetitiveness.  The small image, made that size intentionally, shows the existence of the enjoyment found in these underwhelming environments: a used firework.  It is the next step in the microcosm of this idea, starting with the overall space – massive, zoomed out, taking everything in.  Then the piles – more focused, drawing the eye to a particular aspect of the overall space, creating a portrait and record of what happens within the space.  The firework – the closest detail, the proof of human use, the surprise found in the subtlety of these spaces.

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As my final critique before showtime looms, I am prepared.  I think.  In the past few weeks I have been working with mentors and visiting artists to narrow down my image selection, as well as size requirements and framing options for everything pertaining to the upcoming thesis exhibition.  I had a really awesome studio visit with Brian Ulrich, Anna Shteynshleyger, Michael Goodson, Shannon Benine, and Tim Rietenbach all at the same time.  The idea was daunting at first, but having the three excellent photographic minds of Ulrich, Shteynshleyger and Benine as well as Michael and Tims outside input was incredibly helpful, and being able to have a cohesive conversation about my work that bounced between all of us answered lots of questions, and helped me practice for talking about the images.  The best part about the visit was having Anna and Brian both recognize the feeling I’ve been working to evoke within my images.  The existence of the fallow and unexceptional nature of my images was very noticeable to them… which was a welcoming result.

The lightboxes are still in play, and I am focusing on size, frame material and thickness, as well as color options to best match the other works and to fit in the gallery.

The recent development and changes that are occurring are as follows:

a. I’ve eliminated two entire series from the work that will be shown – mainly due to size constraints in the gallery location I have, I got feedback about the risks of having an overly-crowded space and I have to agree.  Also, both the series that were eliminated don’t precisely convey the same concepts as the pieces to be shown, so they may become referential in my written thesis, but won’t be shown in the gallery.

b. Relics.  As I have been shooting over the last two semesters I have been collecting small items/relics from each place I photograph.  These items are similar to the photographs in their unexceptional nature – straw, broken bricks, a broken shovel, gravel, etc. – that exist in the spaces I have photographed.  The potential plan right now is to possibly have a shelf or pedestal displaying these items, to help drive home the concept of just how overlooked the existence of these places is, and literally inferring importance by placing them on a pedestal in a gallery setting.  Still mulling this idea over.

c. video?  Anna Shteynshleyger mentioned how interesting a still video of these places could be.  A video piece that just remains stationary, as if it were one of my photographs, simply existing with subtle movements and the ambient sound found within these spaces.  I believe it might be a little too late for that idea, in terms of the exhibition, but I am going to experiment with adding a sound element to the still/lightbox images in a way to hold the attention of the viewer a bit longer.  We shall see.

I’ve been reading some new things and looking at a few new artists, the most influential so far is Michael Vahrenwald and his Universal Default series, amazing work!

Next time I critique, my work will be in the gallery, so this is it on the random musings about selection and hanging issues, here we go!


so christmas/new years break happened, and some photography happened as well.  lately i have been focused on a single statement that i think will embody the whole idea of my thesis, and that is ‘consider the landscape.’  i am trying to get the viewer to consider what they think of when they hear the word landscape.  what is pristine? what is beautiful? what is worth looking at vs. what isn’t? my goal is to show that it is ALL worth looking at, especially the banal and unexceptional spaces.  my images have taken shape in four different ways: piles, lights, pathways and spaces – and as i look through all my photographs, old and new, those four things have been focal points in everything i look at.

piles: act as a barrier, a stopping point within the frame that causes the viewer to have to stop, look around, figure out what the pile is obstructing.

lights: illuminate and create importance on one particular space within the image, almost creating a second image within the first.

pathways: lead the way, creating a place for the eye to travel, a visual escape route.

spaces: simply exist, void of any tangible or necessary thing.

i’ve been working on image selection and framing options lately, now that we have a better idea of the gallery space the final exhibition will be in.  i’ve been printing out various sizes and setting up different arrangements.  next in line is deciding a  few things: polaroids, do i use them? i am still hung up on them for some reason, so i need to work out those details if i want to include them.  also: the letters i’ve been writing to serial killers about my work, but that’s probably far more random than it sounds.

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had an eye-opening studio visit with ofer wolberger recently, and he helped confirm a lot of reservation i have been having with my project.  SO, things are changing on certain levels.  primarily, i am altering the way i choose to talk about the photographs i am taking: before, i was looking at things from way to broad of a viewpoint (’empty places’, ‘importance of the everyday’, etc.), so i’ve chosen to narrow it down.  i’ve also decided to start bringing some undertones of the problems of over population into the conversation.  last year we discussed our tentative plans about our thesis projects as we moved into the summer, one of the topics i mentioned tackling was the idea of over population; and in many ways that is what my work has been this semester: unpeopled places.

over the summer i was reading a lot about landscape, specifically a book by frank gohlke where he addressed emptiness within landscapes, referring to them as ‘unpeopled places.’  this term has come to be a major influence on my mindset when i take photographs, and i see it as a lasting impact on how i will talk about my work in the future.

i’ve also made some changes technically.  having made all my pictures this semester using a very wide-angle lens, i’ve chosen to stop using the wide view that has dominated my images thus far.  ofer pointed out that the use of the wide angle, while nice at capturing a lot of the foreground and surrounding space, limits the images and makes them look very moon-like and somehow off.  they are immediately recognizable as having been shot with the wide-angle lens, and this brings up the question of why the technique was used in the first place, and the conversation quickly moves away from the intended meaning.  i am going to play with adjusting the lens corrections in photoshop to hopefully fix some previous images that i do like, but for now it is time for a different lens, and a different view.  thankfully the overall content of what i will be shooting is not going to change too drastically, so all this gibberish about change won’t seem hugely apparent.

with my final critique of the semester right around the corner, who knows what i’ll show and discuss, but something will be there…

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had my MFA midterm review on friday,and thankfully everything went well.  i got lots of good input from both my mentors, thesis instructors and faculty who were present to look over my progress.  the general consensus is that i am on the right track, and i just need to narrow in on my imagery choices and presentation options, so i’m happy with the review.  i have fully grasped onto the theme idea of being unmoored, something one of my thesis instructors said when thinking about my images – i see it as a perfect way to think about and view the pictures i’ve been taking, as some sort of place that exists but is simultaneously unattached to anything and full of ways to escape if needed.  here is a basic rough artist statement that i have been working on for a show that i will be entering using some of my images:


 “Our existence in one specific space or environment is often fallow, unfulfilling and inert – leaving us with a need to create false paths and escape routes to be able to find some level of comfort with where we are. These images ask the question why stay in one specific place, and what exactly makes that space uniquely mundane enough to want to remain. The images embody succinct stoppages along a randomly generated timeline, and the unpeopled landscapes in an urban environment are used to emphasize a parallel moment in time when the feeling of dissatisfaction with any one place is constant.”

the other big thing that came out of my midterm review was the idea of giving myself a set of technical and emotional rules for when i am shooting, to help narrow my scope of choices for everything about how, where and when i choose to snap a picture.  when i have them all fleshed out i will post them here.

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just finished up a week of travels in maine.  i visited five different cities/areas that i once called home to snap pictures and think about things.  i think i’ve made some headway with the direction of some of my images, and some not.  i find myself constantly being hung up on things that are not at the forefront of importance, which is making me feel a bit iffy at this point in my process.  but, i must soldier on and do what i usually do: go and take pictures.  i feel like LOTS of the images i’ve been making wont end up being used, but in some ways it’s all part of the journey.

ideas are swirling around, and i keep finding little bits of inspiration along the way.  been having a lot of fun with my polaroid camera again, so i think i will include a piece with polaroids in it for the final show, i hope to at least.

lastly, i’m currently stuck at the airport in portland maine, and by the time i get on my delayed flight to chicago, i will have already missed my connection to columbus… soooo maybe i won’t be in crit tomorrow after all.

so i am in the midst of a flurry of travel.  i spent last week in new york and will be leaving for a week in maine tomorrow.  these travels will be playing a major roll in my final works, though i am still not sure what the process of these travels will ultimately produce.  just been writing, shooting and collecting like a mad man.  i’ve also been reading some things and looking at a few awesome artists, mainly harold ross and the duo of taiyo onorato & nico krebs.  both of these artists look at space and environments in very radical ways.  more to come, maybe some previews at some point, who knows!

so, as always, things with my thesis are shifting.  while i started with a desire to address the meaning of ‘home’, i’ve decided to open the concept up a bit and focus more just on the idea of importance of space.  over the course of my time here at ccad, i’ve really come to learn that capturing images of spaces that i see is a truly cathartic exercise for me, so i’m pursuing that process more in depth.

the images i wind up making are representations of a desire to be alone mixed with my inevitable isolated existence.

where is this going? i have no real idea.

am i still traveling to photograph places i’ve lived in the past? yes, to try and answer why those places worked (or didn’t) as a comfortable space.

why have i left these places?

why do i have an uncontrollable urge to be on the move?

why are some spaces more important, and why are they not?


been finding/looking at some new artists, mainly adam white.

adam white takes some great images of spaces, and the titles of two of his projects, “it’s okay to be alone” and “the best place to be is somewhere else” really speak to me. some of my favorite forms of inspiration often come in simple statements, lyrics, titles, sentences, etc., so white’s work already was intriguing to me, and reinforced further by the titles he chooses.

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and lastly, i’ve been contemplating returning to the blended images I made a year ago, or trying something more traditional…. so i made a quick image using my most recent shoot in the ally of my house here in columbus and blending it with a very non-urban photo i took in ireland this summer.

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while considering the upcoming face-first dive into my thesis, this quote from hubert selby jr has stuck in my mind.  i am going to spend this coming year revisiting some themes that were addressed in my first semester project from last year (a lost man), though i will be looking at them through a new lens, and in many ways addressing an entirely new topic.

i will be focusing on the importance of ‘home’ and what it means as an overall concept, as well as what it has meant to me personally throughout my thirty years.

this is my tentative concept, and it will not be fully flushed out until i start making.  when i set out to work on a project, i always start with the basics – i just go out and shoot images, then i focus on the conceptual/theoretical thoughts after the fact.  so that is what i’m going to be doing in the coming months, i’m going back to my many homes: spread across maine, new york, north carolina and ohio (MAYBE back to ireland if i can swing it), and i’m going to photograph, write, draw, collect, etc. as a large part of my research.  what will come of it is yet to be truly known, but that is what makes it exciting for me.

in the meantime, here are the artists i’ve been looking at as of late:

robert ellis is a young irish photographer, who i had the pleasure of getting to know while i was there this summer.  ellis’s work from new line focuses on a small, isolated community in the west of ireland.  i have been thinking a lot about how to alternately capture an environment or landscape while trying to avoid tropes and cliche imagery, and i think ellis looks at places in that way.

Lorna’s Garden June 2012

Abandoned Foundations March 2010

ellis also has a series called the peoples park, which focuses on a forest park found within galway city.  this space also resonates with me in terms of its unique local and isolation.

The Peoples Park 2014

caroline mcnally is another irish artist who i’ve been looking into for her images of landfills in her earth is room enough series.

CMN-1 -72dpi CMN-4-72dpii’ve been looking at how idris khan combines many individual photographs to create one single image, such as his homages to the bechers.

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martin cregg is another irish artist whom i discovered this summer, and the isolation, emptiness, and his amazing use of white are very enticing to me.  these images are from his midlands series.

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and finally i’ve recently enjoyed looking into the work of melanie schiff.  her view on landscape is somewhat more traditional, but also quite stunning, and i really enjoy both her digital images and her in-camera film prints.

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The River 2009

these two more traditional images are just my type of thing, but i also love her ability to abstract the landscape and create unique images out of more mundane subject matter.

Chimneys 2014


Triple Falls 2014